27th July 2009
To day woke up early went for a jog. Came home had shower and slacked. About 1 went out to watch movie. Harry Potter. Watching it for the 3rd time. Sucks. Then went out for dinner with the family and cousins. Went to Rasa Istimewa Seafood. Its near choa chu kang park. Very nice place. Must go there to eat again but this time with my brothers. I' very lazy to blog much about yesterday. Really lazy. haha. i'll blog tonite. Today need to go to school then go to ICA collect passport. Then maybe meet brothers. Haha.. Till then cya'll.
PS: I think i have a stalker. But the person told me they're stalking me. How smart can that person get? *cough* DUMBASS *cough*
The girl i love the most after my mom!!
Someone help me update this girl.. She's TOO OUTDATED!!
well first of all.. Sorry for not updating. Been busy lately.
Well pretty much everyday has been super fun. Hanging out with my Bros a night. i think i'll just blog about Friday night. the other days were all normal, fun days.
Thursday night i was having fever. So took medicine and slept. Next morning i woke up went for a run. I have to say this, after the run my fever was gone. How i disappeared i had no clue. I then went to satheesh's place. Woke him up. Then i fell asleep in his house. Woke up about 5 and drove to ahmad's place. As usual went to the rooftop of the carpark and slacked. about 6 plus ruban came over. After ruban came we went to pick up zach and kavi for dinner. Went to west coast food court to have dinner. After dinner sent ruban and kavii home then dropped zach cause he needed to change. Then went to pick up Nabil, and came back to fetch zach. Then went to the carpark rooftop at ahmad's place. The time then was about 10pm. about 10.30, 3 of ahmad's rafusicul kids joined us. Alvin also came. about 11, Hafiz, Harris and Anna came. Then we all decided to go play soccer. After soccer Hafiz Harris and Anna decided to drink. They did some stuff i shall not blog about. Those 3 seriously suck at drinking. They get high super fast. LoL. Hafiz if fucking annoying when he's drunk. He always wants to fight with people. He wanted to fight with Anna. Anna got pissed go up and whacked hafiz. Hafiz went to the ground after Anna punched him in the face. Super Funny. Everyone was shooing Hafiz. Harris was the worst hit. He was Gone!! Totally!! He was freaking funny. He kept on wanting to pee. He went to the trees and pee-ed. Then he went took our coke and sprite.. drank abit of it then poured the remainder of the drinks in the bin and threw the cup on the floor. Well Done Harris. Well Done. Then we were all talking saying that.. this is a closed conversation. The door is closed stop knocking on it to interfere. Harris was sleeping. He then woke up and said. Hey Hey Hey.. You guys keep talking about the door open and closed.. But let me tell you something.. There is no door here so can you all stop saying as if there really is a door here. LOL.. Harris was seriously Freaking Funny. THen sat sent the 3 boys home. Then after that sent me zach alvin and nabil home. Reached home about 6am. Fell asleep. woke up at 10 went to settle some bank stuff. Then went National Library to do some research. Then went to meet the boys for dinner. After that came home and was supposedly waiting for SOMEONE to message but fell asleep.. Woke up in the morning to see 3 message from that person. Haha.. Apparently someone dreamt about me.. LOL.. but can't remember it.. -.- Well Done!!
Ill end my blogging here. Lazy already. haha.
PS: dude, you know who you are. You can go ' F ' yourself. The word Sorry has no meaning to you.
My Blog is now private. And i will know who reads my blog and i know who the fuck spreads things about me.. Only people i trust have access to my blog. WARNING HAS BEEN ISSUED!!
And now i'm gonna write my first post..
I'm gonna type the info about the people i hate.!!
Number 1: Huang Yilong
Reason: An asshole who thinks CHINA is the best country in the world. I said something about ppl in that blasted country and he scolded me. I shouted back at him. Fucking Faggot Sucks o the core.
Number 2: He Bin
Reason: Another bastard same as Number 1.
Number 3: The bastard from BE i dunnoe the name (SoE) i think is chun hiang.
Reason: Anyhow wanna pick fight wih me i got backing of MDE and ECE still wanna fight with me. He say wanna fight i ask him wait for me ourside. he say ok. i go outside he run away. the other day i saw him in the library still got the balls to say hi to me. As if nothing ever happened. Bloody shamless asshole.
Number 4: BES (Building and Environment Society)
Reason: Bloody losers come for meetings. never listen properly. do the wrong stuff. over rule given instructions, do as they wish, create chaos then pick a fight with organiser and leave. NEED I SAY MORE??
Number 5: MES (Mechnical Engineering Society)
Reason: Fucking useless shitheads who steal credits. For the Souls of Entertainment they did NOTHING!! come see show for free then run. Bastards. Useless fags. They design the poster also look like shit. I can design a better one with the same amount of time i was given. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK!! Then after that can proudly say I WAS PART OF SoE when it was only EE, ECE and MDE doing ALL THE WORK!! If not for Hantheng (MDE) and Chunyang (ECE).. i tell you i would have died..
I've only stated 5 of the MAIN problems.. haiz.. sad.. sad.. got more but theses are the main ones.. FUCK THEM ALL!!
I don't know why i'm feeling this way. I just don't feel happy. I just don't understand why you treat me this way. Why? No normal friend of mine treated me the same way as you. The things you do remind me of old times and old memories. Why? Why? I feel happy when I'm with you and at the same time i feel scared of having my heart stolen and cheated. Why? Please tell me why.. At times i just feel like crying. The point of time i tried to go away from you.. You pulled me straight back. Now when i want to leave you again.. You're pulling me back again.. Haiz.. Why do all these happen to me?
I'm starting to think you just want me there because he's not around.
I'm starting to feel you need me there because he's not there.
I'm starting to feel you contact me only because he din reply you.
I'm starting to think you miss me because you only think about me when you've nothing to do.
I'm like your play toy.. something that's always there.. but only useful when you want it..
Why do you say you need me when all you need is him?
Why do you say you want me when all you want is him?
Why do you say you love me when all your love goes to him?
Why do you say you feel safe with me when all you want is to be with him?
Why do you say you miss me when you mind is alwas thinking about him?
Why Why Why.....
If you really don't want me in your life then please say so,
Don't pretend that you enjoy my company,
i will honestly leave you alone, i will go away and disappear,
Just like i came in your life,
I, ll hide my love, i'll conceal my tears, but please dear don't look too deep into these eyes or you might find what i fear,
I'll turn my head, when you hug him, i'll stop my heart from beating when you kiss him
But for the sake of your happiness, i, ll sacrifice my love, my happiness
For the sake of your love and happiness, i shall go away, never to return again....
The risk of love never depletes; No matter the outcome, having felt love,
It grows stronger and more dangerous with time.
But, it's in the total surrender of all defense,
That we, no matter weak or strong,
No matter willing or captive,
No matter what, we truly experience love.
Despite the many things love is not,
Outweighing it all are the things that love is.
Love is surrender without a loss.
It is a gift without the cost.
It consumes your every thought & desire,
Every breath you take.
It is the fire that fuels you
To do more than pass through life;
It urges you, instead, to live.
You will never be the same.
It may scar your heart & soul
And Leave you only memories of forever.
Or, it may cause every day of your life
To feel like there is no need for tomorrow.
But, love is worth it. It is worth the risk...
For in all of life,
Love is truly the only risk worth taking.
I HATE THE WORDS :
I FEEL SO F***ED UP!!
SCREWED UP DOPS COMMON TEST..
TMR EID!! HOPE I DID PROPERLY..
THIS GIRL WHO SMSED ME!! SHE IS CRAZY AND BORED!! LOL!!
ONLY ONE HINT: SHE IS A SCORPIO!! LOL!!
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